Sometimes It takes a week away from the daily grind.......

.....to be able to see what you REALLY want out of life.

My life, is GOOD. But is it my dream life? My ABSOLUTELY amazing life that I designed for myself?

ALMOST.

I was in Bear Lake Utah for a week with my wonderful husband, and his wonderful family. My wonderful family, and I had a few things happen that R E A L L Y opened my eyes.

Have you ever just known that people may have posted something, or text you RIIIIIGHT when you needed to hear it?? This happened to me T W I C E this week, and maybe it was because I was in the relaxed and open state of mind to be able to realize..... "Hey, this is seriously my life right now..."

First came through from my friend Kathleen Tesori, which has been a fitness idol of mine for a very very long time:

And there is my very good friend, and my coach, and one of my BIGGEST motivators in the Beachbody bizzz, Abby Marie. This girl helps me more than she even realizes!!!..... and her message, hit me H A R D. The kind of hard that you read, and you swear she is talking to you, and has been in your freaking shoes too. 

These two nailed my life straight on the head.... and honestly, I still battle my demons of whether I am capable of being successful, or even deserve it. I KNOW what kind of life I want for myself, but I need to realize that I DO deserve it, and I CAN do hard things. 

Note to Self: I will KEEP telling you that you are important, deserving, loving, intelligent, worthy, compassionate, beautiful, creative, inspiring, brave, true, strong, and able until you FINALLY realize it for yourself.

I do struggle with giving up the things that hold me back, and honestly, I know I am better than those fears..... and I KNOW I am stronger than all those fears I hold inside. I AM tired of being someone I KNOW isn't my BEST. 

It's time to LET IT GO.(cue the frozen theme song now....I can hear my nieces now... heheh) Time to LET GO of all the insecurities, all the excuses, all the fears, and become the person I KNOW is right there INSIDE. 

There are great things in store..... if I only let go, and make it happen for myself.

The best is yet to come.

xox